Sunday, May 29, 2005
byeeeee
see everyone in 10 days' time! im sooo excited! lalala just a few hours more to go (:Saturday, May 28, 2005
packpackpack
well sis is at chalet, dad's at work, mom's at grandpapa's place so i spent the entire day home alone recuperating. okay pretty much alive and kicking again (: started packing some stuff for the trip..gosh i realise there are sooo many things to bring! especially that bulky battery charger and adapters. gona carry about..3 bags? heh 10 days away from home for the first time does give me the jitters mans. but ive been looking forward to it! just hope that i wont do silly things like losing my passport or something. haha and ive turned into a mega glutton again these few days! been pigging on lots of icecream and my favourite cheddar chips! yummmmy. i feel fat. on the brighter side, i guess i would need more fats to keep me warm in germany :D hahaha.Thursday, May 26, 2005
feeling awful.Wednesday, May 25, 2005
dance with me
i had a really busy morning even before reaching school. really busy.it was raining and i got drenched by the time i got to the bus stop. saw an SBS bus and assuming that it definitely had to be 174/157/66, i hopped on board. little did i know that it was a 174e 'fast-forward' bus that goes all the way to orchard without stopping! so i was darn shocked when it turned into sixth avenue. i pressed the bell in desperation and some indian woman sitting in front turned and stared at me with the what-the-heck-are-you-doing look. before the bus went further down holland road i went up and actually begged the driver to stop somewhere. he seemed rather reluctant to do so but after much pleading he finally did and i walked all the way back to sixth avenue in the rain to take 156. on the way jamie msged me to tell me that the side gate is closed so i stopped opposite coro and trudged back to school finally.
i was late for dance sport apparently. but it didnt matter cos we waited for another 30mins before the elective started anyway. it was funnnn! we learned cha cha and waltz, and there's gona be salsa, jive and foxtrot coming up in the next 2 days too. my group instructor is reeeally nice! ((: he's got a funny name - gingin, or whatever it's spelt as. haha. hmm we asked for permission from the teacher to be released early so that we could go support the netball team but she didnt get back to us so we went to find mr pang instead. rushed down to toa payoh sports hall just in time for the finals. we had so few supporters compared to ac! and we lost. sighh. but i guess they were the better team today.
my legs are achinggg.
i dont why but... h nhtt xpt.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
goodies
ive just idled half my long wkend away (: let's see, friday there was the heart-wrenching baskbetball finals and the girls team WON! wheee. the guys team was so close to the title though, but never mind it was a terrific match anyway. then on saturday i spent hours queuing at the ICA to renew my passport photo cos the place was totally packed. good grief. and later in the day there was supposed to be class outing but it got cancelled AGAIN. sighh. enough said. woke up early today and ran 3km! exercise really does me good. im looking forward to the service later, shopping at nite and spending my vesak holiday mugging (: i cant wait for the holidays to come mans. apart from the dreary block test to study for, there's eastern europe trip, more shopping, catching up with old pals (yesyes kais i'll definitely date youuuuu k?) as well as reeeally flexible sleeping hours haha. okay gotta bathe now im stinking!Thursday, May 19, 2005
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no one knows how much it hurts me inside.Wednesday, May 18, 2005
let Him decide
"Lord, my heart is not haughty,nor my eyes lofty.
Neither do I concern myself with great matters,
nor with things too profound for me."
Psalm 131:1
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
when will this blow over
something made me wonder if i really hate so many people now.the non-existent?
really, apart from the fact that their attitude totally puts me off, i cant be bothered abt them anymore.
her?
annoyance was triggered by some horrid remarks she made the other day. i think she needs help which none of us can give.
he-who-shall-not-be-named?
ah this one's difficult. well, it's not as if his insensitive comments and egoistic traits are anything new to me. now that i think abt it, perhaps what im truly pissed at is the prospect of the creation of an exact replica...
i conclude i get agitated more and more easily now.
oh God, please remove all the bitterness from my heart and teach me to love and not to hate.
and then there's this thing regarding screw-up pw groups. doesnt involve me directly but i feel quite bad for people like adu. had the taste of getting stuck in a dysfunctional group and it totally sucks.
sigh. i desperately want to go on the trip soon to get my mind off all these.
i feel like crap.
Monday, May 16, 2005
yays
just found out that mr best pal became captain haha! yayyys ((:it was a loooong day mans. was desperately - and unsuccessfully - trying to keep awake during sally's lessons. and i thought it was really funny when she went "eat la! eat la!" when she saw us sneakily passing food around heh (: sally's niceeee. hope she brings us shopping during the hist trip and buys us gucci bags or something haha.
13 days to eastern europe trip! i cant cant cant wait!
Sunday, May 15, 2005
thinking
ive been getting ridiculously frequent hunger pangs and it's disturbing. ack. better watch my diet, or all those workouts would go to waste.elgina and hweebing got their humanities scholarship; they wont be part of A13 from tomorrow onwards. im happy for them, yet depressed. contradictory hurr. sigh it's just gona be soooo different. i'll miss them! :(
dance nite sizzled mans! darn hot. haha joan and i vowed to send our daughters for intensive dance classes in the future so that we can watch them perform and go "woooow thats my dear girl isnt she gorgeous?" :D:D:D
oh yes btw darling dudu turned 17 too!
hmm. there mustmustmust be a class outing this wkend!
and i think i did reeeally badly for math test.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
you suck.
i once thought you were nice. POTENTIALLY NICE, at least. but recently i just changed my mind.your attitude is getting on my nerves. sometimes i really dont know whether to pity you or to hate you.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
dormant. maybe not.
nothing much has been happening around in school this week but personally it has been physically and emotionally trying for me. i guess im not the only one though. ive been thinking alot too, after hearing about so much, well, stuff. the byzantine complexities of friendships and relationships. oh well. better go to bed soon.. major math test tmr. perhaps the only thing im looking forward to tmr is accompanying daaarling dudu to rj dance nite! (:Tuesday, May 10, 2005
like crap.
im tired.im tired of sneezing.
im tired of wiping my nose.
im tired of rubbing my nose.
im tired of reaching out for tissue once every 2 minutes.
well, at least something good happened.
i love mich and adora! haha. 9 may shall officially be mich+adora day (:
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
nostalgic
what could i do without you people mans.Monday, May 02, 2005
random
mel my slut has promised to come to hc to visit me on weds in return for a "mega big hug" and she'll become a mega piece of squashed cockroach meat if she doesnt :Ddudu joan shall play tennis/squash with me soon! yesyes she will and thats an order :D
im sooo looking forward to go to school tmr. right.
i want to sleep.