catch me if you can
just 2 more weeks of holidays to go and ohman, there's still so much going on that i can't help telling myself,
"that's a lot of world for one (girl)!"celebrated
mom's 48th bday at jack's place and it was very much a quiet little cozy family thing. well, sad to say, something i still ain't really used to. i mean yea im glad my folks seemed happy and all, but i've always felt that somehow there's something missing somewhere. maybe it's because i havent been spending much time at home recently, or maybe it's just..us. like i told tim, i realised i can't even carry a normal conversation with my dad when we're alone together and that's kinda odd, i know. i guess sometimes people are simply tired of trying.
then again there are other things that one just
has to keep trying, like, getting accustomed to army life haha. tim's finally
off to serve the nation, and i reckon his pes status will render him plenty of free time in the near future to accomplish alot more, which is great! the boy's just taking the confinement period a lil harder than expected heh. ohwell, what else can i say, there's a time and season for everything i guess (:
to be a better man.speaking of ns men, it was awesome to meet up with
childhood buddy nam again. AT LAST. this kid has indeed grown up! taller, bulkier, smarter :D now
mr policeman is ringing in my head haha. im glad i got to share my traumatic encounter and received certain.. insights too. really great catching up man. and if you're reading this, you're just a tad too nice sometimes. tsk. but more importantly, keep ya spirits up the way they are okay (:
meanwhile
qin's already back in perth (much love from home, mg), and congrats to
kais for the fabulous job done for law camp! and im still envious you're only starting school one whole week after me. ugh. bidding begins tmr- 3 more mods to go. i still want my 4-day week man. keeping my fingers crossed!
yellow.
traumatic, dramatic day. what's new huh.
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
You know for you i'd bleed myself dry
For you i'd bleed myself dry
wouldhavebeens
yea, the anger's long gone.
persectives. words. opinions. wounds. they linger.
i still need new memories.
please.
acquiesce?
There are many things
That I would like to know
And there are many places
That I wish to go
But everything's depending
On the way the wind may blow
I don't know what it is
That makes me feel alive
I don't know how to wake
The things that sleep inside
I only wanna see the light
That shines behind your eyes
because we care.
back from ens camp sleep-deprived yet gratified (:
thanks to seniors for organising, planning and co-ordinating everything.
thanks to fellow OGLs for much love, biatch-ing and HTHTs.
thanks to supportive and enthusiastic freshies for much fun and laughter.
thanks to tim and kais for going all the way to sch just to fetch me home.
photos up soon! another hectic week ahead. if anyone bumps into me looking zombiefied and half-dazed, kindly wake me up!
I PASSED
the seemingly insignificant BTT, but :D:D:D:D nonetheless!
pretty packed week ahead- meangirls date, badminton, tuition, driving lesson, ens camp..
and lovin' every minute.
gut feeling
I discovered that my WOMAN'S INSTINCTS are kicking in again! So far in the past 2 months I've made 2 accurate predictions: David Cook winning American Idol, and Spain winning Euro 2008.
Not that I like it, but sometimes life feels like a gamble.
rant
I can't decide which modules to take next sem! So far the plan is 3 major mods + 1 SS + 1 Breadth, OR 4 major mods + 1 SS, but i've a feeling i'm shooting myself in the leg with the latter. URGH.
Silly as it sounds, i'm getting stressed out by BTT on saturday because it's gona be my SECOND attempt and i already felt like such a loser failing it the first time! i doubt my heart can take it if i fail the supposedly easiest test on earth again haha.
p.s: Gentle reminder to kais: tuesday is strictly badminton khakis day! :D