this day
create in me a new heart
one that follows You
place in me a deep desire
to know You as im known
set my feet in Your ways
to live worthy of Your call
draw me near to You Lord
every single day
i just want to be
more like You
walk with You beside me
Lord wont You be my guide
place Your heart
inside my soul
a heart that's ever true
one that's after You
hah.
i laugh a lot. sometimes a bit too much.
i cant turn a blind eye to it
im happy with the way things are now (:
after hearing abt what happened, i cant help but wonder if those people ever spare a thought for others around them? im so glad im not like them. being obsessed with each other has no repercussions until they start becoming oblivious to the rest of the world. shrug. they claim that others dont understand them, but have they ever put themselves into the shoes of others? this incident doesnt concern me directly or indirectly at all, but as an 'outsider' i was utterly put off.
anyway 05A13 had our first class gathering on friday! haha i love everyone! we should have more of those. watch more gory movies together and play crazy card games! :D:D
as for now
got into the team (: okay at least 4 yrs of trg wont go to waste now. it doesnt matter if i get kicked to rec badminton after first 3 mths..cos i chose what i like to do. haha i wonder whats Health n Fitness like. they havent contacted us yet, but it sure sounds fun! it doesnt sound like a core cca? bah. who cares. still thinking if i should join the women's soccer..not much more time to decide! but if i do it would mean giving up badminton. oh dear. nono i cant to be so indecisive!
school has been great anyway..fun-filled and (definitely) laughter-filled days go by faster than i can imagine (: quite a lot - both pleasant and unpleasant - happened in just these 2 weeks and somehow im learning to appreciate the different personalities of my newfound classmates and pals. peiyi and her funky hair, sheryl and her friendliness, elgina and her sincerity, min si and her gazillion lame jokes, jeremin and his quiet nature, brandon and his unspoken charm, christopher and his humour, zilun and his trotters, nigel and his decency, jamie and her crankiness, chujie and her cuteness, mumtazah and her unique identity, chin yuen and his goofy looks, adora and her easy-going nature, siok chen and her amiability, hwee bing and her sensiblity, cai yu and her bubbliness, pey yann and his foul-mindedness, wenyen and her talents, pamela and her frankness, mad and her cheerfulness. oh and not forgetting our latest member alison! sighh what a pity so many are intending to either change subject combi or transfer to other jcs.
gona be alright
im happy! (((: haha and i absolutely dont know why. i guess it's becos ive just heard the best word of my life and with which is the best way to start a new school year with. Praise the Lord!
supernova!
orientation was just over last night! oh my i havent had so much fun for ages. love my CT! although one or two really get on my nerves at times, we're generally a bunch of fun-loving and looooud people mans. i think we've become close-knitted over the past mere 5 days, screaming and cheering our lungs out, getting stinky and dirty, working hard on our item and banner, sharing endless silly jokes and laughter :D yayyy. now all the more im afraid of not being able to stay on after first 3 months! :S
wonder how our fellow fourtwelvers are doing in other classes and jcs. miss everyone truckloads! we mustmustmust meet up to exchange juicy news soon!
first impressions
well it wasnt
that bad after all. was quite surprised at the fact that there were only 13 fourtwelvers in hc, but still the entire place was flooded with chinese high and nanyang people as expected. bleugh. i was just telling nic in the audi when they flashed the OG list that approximately out of every 5 names at least 3 are from either school. my OG is urm, full of UNUSUAL people heh. peishan from rg was super funny; we were laughing our heads off half the time during the mass dances. too bad she's in science..it'd be great if i have such classmates again!
the school system seems pretty good, and there's no doubt that it's extremely academically oriented. the countless enrichment talks early in the morning on the first day of school proved this. i believe the majority of us were struggling to keep awake! somehow im a little scared after all those talks. stressed? definitely. yea it's crazy to feel stressed on day 1 but there are really many expectations to be met. i mean, there are subjects like econs and GP that are rather difficult to do very well in, and they are important to me since i intend to take either law or social sciences in the future. anyway ive decided on hist elit econs math, which ive wanted all along. initially i couldnt quite decide between elit or LEP haha but overseas trips to england did sound very appealing :D put A2b as 2nd choice though i dont know if im supposed to do CL'A' or what for the 4th subject.
btw the mass dances are..weird? hahaa okay let's just say i hope there are better ones. oh yes some tch guy fell accidentally and i took a step back unknowingly and stepped on his fingers! :S oh dear.
what-ifs
i cant help worrying about tmr. reeeally hope hwachong will be fun! friends going to other jcs are telling me they've got their orientation groups etc..ahhhh what a pity hc doesnt have. and hopefully my class will be sporting..like 4/12! (: okay i must remind myself that first impressions dont always count. i mean like 2 years ago when we got streamed into different sec3 classes, i thought (i emphasize THOUGHT) 3/12ers seemed like a boring bunch, but apparently i was sooo wrong. so maybe i should stop scaring myself!
hope everyone will enjoy your first-days tmr (:
new year
it's 2005. but somehow, in the midst of embracing the new year, it's difficult to avoid letting loose my emotions. so impossible to turn a blind eye to the calamities occurring around us.
God bless the souls of the perished and fill the hearts of their families.