Saturday, November 25, 2006
what the chain
wrote an entire chunk about the traumatic exam that has kept me occupied this whole month, but i cant bring myself to complete it. perhaps i aint in the right mood yet to thoroughly reflect upon it, given that it just ended yesterday (yea somewhere 'A' levels felt way long ago).Wednesday, November 01, 2006
to 'A' levels
i'll be waking up for 'A' levels in 12hrs' time! doesn't sound exciting at all. it's been rollercoaster ride since prelims mans. sometimes i feel ready, sometimes i dont. i wish at this point of time i can be confident enough to say "can one la!" (like what jem ALWAYS says) but im not. im plagued with the "i-dont-feel-i-studied-enough" syndrome again. the other day pengfei said he felt the same, but ive a zillion more reasons to worry than he does. i remember mrs koh telling me after prelims, "i expected you to do better, you know.." yea, so did i. this time, ive got my own expectations, higher than ever before. i took leexinyi's advice to dedicate my mornings to prayer, and im less panicky than i was. God is in control (: i know what im working towards.