Monday, June 30, 2008
random
I'd rather hurt you honestlyThan mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
brave.
I don't know just where I’m goingand tomorrow it's a little overwhelming
and the air is cold and I’m not the same anymore
I've been running in your direction for too long now
I've lost my own reflection
and I can't look down if you're not there to catch me when I fall
If this is the moment I stand here on my own
If this is my right of passage that somehow leads me home
I might be afraid but it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
at least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid 'cause it's my turn to be brave
All along all I ever wanted was to be the light when your life was daunting
but I can't see mine when I feel as though you're pushing me away
Well, who’s to blame?
Are we making the right choices?
'Cause we can't be sure if we're hearing our own voices
as we close the door even though we are so desperate to stay
If this is the moment I stand here on my own
If this is my right of passage that somehow leads me home
I might be afraid but it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
at least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid 'cause it's my turn to be brave
and I might still cry
and I might still bleed
these thorns in my side
this heart on my sleeve
and lightning may strike this ground at my feet
and I might still crash
but I still believe
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Not every story has a fairytale ending. But i'm still thankful it was written.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
don't look back in anger
Ephesians 4:26-27"In your anger do not sin": Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold.
I know there's a lot to learn, my dear (:
Friday, June 13, 2008
random
the chapter's completed. it just lacks the fullstop at the end.Thursday, June 12, 2008
road to recovery
Perhaps the recent bout of gastric flu has done me some good by: 1. Helping me lose some excess weight; 2. Saving me some potential shopping cash which would otherwise be lavished on food. Hmm i just realised i finished watching all the auditions of Season 4 (the latest, apparently) of SYTYCD within the past 24hours (: well i guess youtube therapy is all i need for now in order to recover from my awful muscle aches and abnormal bowel movements!Monday, June 09, 2008
small things
"In the dew of little things, the heart finds its morning and awakes from its sleep.."So really, what does it take for one to truly understand that?
Looks like i was wrong when i said the anger and bitterness were gone.
Still, thank you.
random
a proper closure, i seek.Thursday, June 05, 2008
as if you have a choice
been feeling choked up with phlegm for days BUT that didn't kill my spirits for shopping and, inevitably, burning giant holes in my pocket. hence i'm really looking forward to PAYDAY in 2 weeks' time! but good money doesn't (and never will) come easy. i just flared up at my kid yesterday for asking his 'auntie' and mom to do his homework for him and still getting almost everything wrong, for insisting that 1 + 2.5 = 13.5, for blasting tokyo drift (of ALL detestable songs) on his handphone.. honestly, every tuition session is like a battlefield. but well, i ain't a quitter. and i need to keep my temper in check.nonetheless, gigs + (more) shopping trips + girlie dates.. ahh (:
[edit] randomness.
When something ends something begins
But now it's just the end of the road
When someone loses someone wins
But now it's just the end of the road
Don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
But now it's just the end of the road
When you gotta leave it makes you wanna stay
I know it's the end of the road, it's the end of the road