don't sweat the small stuff
"we're so close (to the stage) i can kiss them!"
hahaha tim what a pity we didn't get to watch ya idols perform! anyway yesterday's little dinner date with kais and tim was awesome, as always. the girlie got rid of her extensions haha! and honestly, i doubt i'd ever do something out-of-this-world like entertaining the driver with chinese songs in the freakin' cab except with you people :D
test, check. term essay, check. project, check. finally regained part of my freedom!
i have
nothing to lose.
reflection
我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为
这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后
总有残缺
我走在
每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念
过去单纯美好小幸福
爱总是让人哭
让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚
好孤独
ohgosh, i realised this is my first time posting in chinese on my blog. sudden urge to embrace my heritage again (: 8 years after i first listened to this, it takes on such a deeper meaning now.
received a bookmark (can't remember when was the last time i actually
used one) yesterday, and there was a line on it that read, "Slow down and enjoy the little miracles around us, fill your summer with many pleasant surprises."
not quite summer anymore but well, once again, how apt.
saturation point.
i have typed and re-typed the first sentence a zillion times already but i just don't know where to start.on a POSITIVE note, i feel thankful for joan who kept me company for almost 20min out of my hour-long wait; thankful for heng who lent a listening ear (and also said f*** on my behalf haha)when i was venting my frustrations so loudly i think the whole arts canteen heard me; thankful for dhan who managed to bear with my bitchiness for more than 2hrs; thankful for kais for her random lovin'; thankful for tim for... well, the smallest things (:
i want to...
fly.
keep me going
i have a tendency to overuse the statement: "if i can survive _______, i can survive anything".
still,
if i can survive October 2008 i can survive anything.
wisdom
aloha! :D porridge and icecream, here i come.
random
Everyone has his/her Achilles' heel. So let it be.
subdued
you and your brown eyes told me, people say 'fail to plan and plan to fail', but no one says 'fail to expect and expect to fail'. i saw it, i felt it.roller-coaster ride of emotions today. i was kinda glad i didn't attend tuesday's bio lect so i could rush down for it right after my dreadful test in the morning, and i could take my mind off the latter, for a while at least. was still feeling a little down as i headed for india lecture thereafter. i'm really thankful for the people around me who somehow helped to lift my spirits- tim who came all the way to school (again), dhan just being dhan in class, angela who just happened to hop off at the busstop i was sitting at, and even kaimin whom i've bumped into for 2 consecutive days and reminded me of his very random "utility-maximising peanut butter waffle" sms haha. and now here i am, thinking about thinking about..thinking.
ever felt like you tried so hard and then suddenly don't feel like trying anymore? i raised the bar, yet i barely crossed it before i slammed hard into it and now the agony is only starting to sink in. yea im humbled, i truly am.
ohyarh, newsflash: i've finally decided to do something about my wisdom tooth/teeth (only 1 and a half so i can't quite decide). brushing my teeth has been quite a torture recently because my gums on my lower jaw are starting to hurt and swell, and i'm really worried that the rest of the teeth will be affected. if i get the green light this coming thursday i'd most probably want the extraction done asap. stitches, anesthesia, (lots of) blood, numbed jaw- these are nothing really new to me but getting my gums sliced open still isn't the most pleasant thought at this point in time. i'd see how it goes then!
this song is almost a decade old but how apt (x
And you know and you know
Cos my life's a mess
And it's starting to show so before
I'm old I'll confess
You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong
I'll sing my song my song my song
If I did it all again I'd be a nun
The rain was never cold when I was young
I'm still young we're still young
Life's too short to be afraid
Step inside the sun
innocent
Remember losing hopeRemember feeling lowRemember all the feelings and the day they stoppedp.s: i feel like im accumulating fats at an exponentially increasing rate.
