Wednesday, November 01, 2006

to 'A' levels

i'll be waking up for 'A' levels in 12hrs' time! doesn't sound exciting at all. it's been rollercoaster ride since prelims mans. sometimes i feel ready, sometimes i dont. i wish at this point of time i can be confident enough to say "can one la!" (like what jem ALWAYS says) but im not. im plagued with the "i-dont-feel-i-studied-enough" syndrome again. the other day pengfei said he felt the same, but ive a zillion more reasons to worry than he does. i remember mrs koh telling me after prelims, "i expected you to do better, you know.." yea, so did i. this time, ive got my own expectations, higher than ever before. i took leexinyi's advice to dedicate my mornings to prayer, and im less panicky than i was. God is in control (: i know what im working towards.

by exalted! at 6:26 pm |