Wednesday, September 20, 2006

post-prelim thoughts

officially bid prelims farewell today, but neither does it make me feel emancipated, nor does it stop me from thinking about the imminent doom of facing the results. why am i not surprised that the first thing that came to my mind was math. what else can i say? it's that sick, sinking feeling again. it used to be one of my strongest subjects. used to. i look at my dismal state of understanding now, and i feel nothing but shame; i think about the horrendous stats paper in which i stared at 38 marks worth of questions totally clueless, and i know things have gone terribly wrong. needless to say, im not looking forward to next wednesday. reality hurts. while i ain't as devastated by the other papers, i honestly dont have high hopes for them either. i just feel numbed. so numbed.

by exalted! at 11:49 pm |