Sunday, February 06, 2005

it's me again

i feel queer these days.

maybe it's just me. the impatient, unthinking side of me who heads for trouble without considering the possibility of any dire consequences.

enemy 1, friend 0. game over.

maybe i asked for it.

people tell me to ignore it cos it's unworthy of my attention, but i just cant bring myself to act nonchalent about it. alright, then before this blows over, something else pops up.

this time i admit i AM thinking a bit too much. ack.

pastor john's service today touched me so deeply that i almost felt i could forgive immediately, but that was before i realised it isn't as simple as i thought. Oh God i screwed things up just after i vowed not to.

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well that sounded like a really nonsensical interlude. haha i should do that more often to straighten out my thoughts. anyway chinese new year is just round the corner! going for some shopping later. my wardrobe needs a makeover! the festive season definitely perks me up.

you light up my life! ((:

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