Friday, May 26, 2006

ghosts of the past

haha i think little bits and pieces of God of Small Things have impacted our lives significantly. everyone's using phrases like "he has no Locusts Stand I" or words like "stoppitted", as if they're part of our language now. tomorrow is judgement day mans. i just wonder what kinda crap essay im gona come up with.

today's ct session was thought-provoking indeed. like what mad said, i kinda dread it each time they mention "cca records", or "testimonial". perhaps there is always this slight tinge of regret as to quitting the team and not joining any other ccas. but each time this thought pops up, i'd be reminded of why i quit in the first place, i'd be momentarily convinced that my decision was right. i dont know. it just baffles me each time i think about it. well, almost two years after making the transition from a crazily hectic lifestyle to one thats significantly more slack, i still bear an emotional baggage. i know busy schedules cost me alot, but there's a price to pay for freedom too. like, running out of details to fill up my dismal testimonial and perhaps even affecting my future uni and job prospects =/ i guess only my consistent cip records can salvage me now. and then there's the question of what am i gona do? where am i gona go from here? what next after jc?

i need prayers to light up my life.

thanks kais for your company during math lect tdy hehh yes YOU'RE SO CUTE! :D

by exalted! at 6:30 pm |