Friday, September 14, 2007

random

one of those moodswings again.

low morale seems to be the norm now. hearing about esther's circumstances reminded me of my grandpa, as well as the accompanying implications. i can't even be sure where he is now. indeed, people you love don't leave without leaving something behind. and it sucks especially when it's guilt. or regret. or something along that line. i don't want history to repeat itself. but am i working towards that? shrug.

then, there are the affairs of the heart that words cannot justify.

suddenly i feel like saying sorry to so many people. it isn't exactly on-the-spur-of-a-moment kind of thing. like i told lindis a couple of weeks ago, i felt bad all along. just that i don't know what else to do but to suppress those emotions. i'm still doing that now =/

by exalted! at 8:19 pm |