Monday, October 01, 2007

the other half

plenty of depressing moments the past week, hence the very random chunks of song lyrics, and the general reluctance to pen down my thoughts. just heard a song on the radio that has a line that goes something like when you walk away i count the steps that you take. can't remember what song that was, but well, there are always those days when sappy songs make you feel bitter and eventually demoralised because people around you behave in ways that baffle you and make you doubt if your presence around them ever made any impact or any sense. and they make you wonder if you're meant to be there all along. found myself drifting into such thoughts midway through prayers and then before i knew it, i'd be fast asleep. i've gotta do some serious soul-searching instead of indulging in such randomness. as for the fatigue, well it was inevitable. i doubt anyone else have 3 consecutive tests and a presentation in between to worry about so yea it took quite a toll on me. writing an essay through the night was especially torturous- i didn't know how on earth i managed to stay awake throughout the following day. anyway, thank goodness econs lect and tutorial got cancelled for today so i FINALLY got to stay home while everyone else was in school :D

oh yes, retail therapy with my meangirls really helped alot to keep me going (:

and of course, there's House. somewhat a daily incentive. funny, didn't know it was THAT addictive. hanyang's fault haha. almost died laughing today when an elderly female (syphilis-infected) patient said when i see a guy with a cuuuute butt i can't stop looking at him with this look on her face that was PRICELESS :D

by exalted! at 11:38 pm |